Hidden Longings

2001:

Today's devotional hit home to me today. I just talked to my pastor about all of the anger I feel and the sadness and longing.This devotional really spoke to me. I really need to tell God about how I am feeling all the time and especially when I am feeling this way and going through the different stages of grief.

I'm so angry and disapointed. I so much wanted William to be alive. I hate that he is dead and that I know God could have intervened and saved Williams life but He didn't.