Stranded on "If Only" Island

When everything first happened I had so many "If only's". For a long time they tortured me and sometimes they still do.

If only I had got a second opinion. If only I did even more exercise. If only I hadn't trusted the doctors and worried more! If only God would have intervened and stopped William from dying.

I am so sick of the "If Only's", I don't want them anymore!